If they mean something...

I've always believed my dreams meant something, good or bad alike. Yesterday's dream was pretty weird, if I may say so. It wasn't a nightmare, nor was it pleasant. I always trusted my inner conscious that appears mostly in my dream, and these dreams can be so vivid and real, and what not, at times, deja vu happens, like how my dream has potrayed something to be. But this time round, it's definitely something really different. I think something's messing with me.

Here's how the dream looks like.

I was in a yard of a abandoned building. It was dusty and brown and most of the building there are made of metal, resembling what I would like to think as an old refinery, factory or sorts. I have always known that I had a spiritual dog as my guide all these while. Not only do I feel it, apparently, some spiritual practitioners too told me they felt it's presence, a black dog. In my dream, apparently, there were a lot of dogs. A LOT OF THEM in the compound. And they were.. snarling, at me. This hasn't happened before. I never recalled any dogs ever snarled at me at that manner for years. They look angry, like, I've done something. I tried to calm them down, talk to them, but they wouldn't listen. And they started charging at me, one of them, a brown one, even attempted to bite me, twice. I felt it brush against my shin as I evaded it. And when I tried to hold it down, it tried to snap my fingers. Eventually I ran, not quickly, but just not to get myself surrounded by all of them. I don't see any black dogs, just some really big ones or middle-sized ones that is either brown in colour or a mixture of dark brown and white. I wasn't hurt in my dream, not at all. But what kept me wondering was, why did they attack me? And then, I woke up.

I guess I need to tend myself spiritually. Also, I had a bit of a depressing night yesterday. I guess I won't be going to KL the end of this month, and I waited all night for someone to call, only to know that person was already asleep.

This morning.. was once again stood up by someone... sigh.