I've been confused, out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but you don't love me
So. Yes, I have been confused and crazy lately. Why did I ever felt this way again I don't really know. As soon as I realise that I have been dreaming, I am quite sad to say that, well, I've been hurt, by myself once again, for being naive. I can have the whole world, but everything means nothing I guess, if I I ain't got you.
You know those silly little feelings of you hanging between the balance of love and like is so depressive. You want to love but you can't. You want to like, but you felt remorseful over the idea. And you end up with a broken heart and lie in your bed, waiting for he day to end, hoping that someone would ask "How are you today?" and you'd really really love to reply "I have been missing you and want to see you badly." but you just can't because those words are so forbidden, so dangerous and risky to say as if you're putting your current status quo on the line, risking of losing a friendship (at least, what's left of it) the you cherish too much until it became love.
I guess.... Red and Blue just don't mix huh? Just going to remind myself not to live the teenage dream anymore.
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