We've been through this, many of us. A break up. Mine wasn't too bad. I was just upset that I was loved not because of who I am but more of what I had. Such discouragement, but nevertheless I'm not really perturbed by this small matter.
Anyways, once in awhile, I have been on the verge of breaking down from madness, either due to stress or it's just a normal thing for me to be mad. My health has been rather nice prior to this because as of right now, I have this ache on my ribs, probably from lying down flat for too long and have a very bad feeling that a fever is coming up next, but it doesn't matter cause it's not like I have things to live for now.
Right now, I'm somewhat free as a bird, doing lots of stuff to pass my time. THough I've been observing some changes around people I know. Have you ever noticed, how hard, people around you are trying to prove themselves so much, that they just end up trying too hard? Sometimes, we should just lighten up a bit and not be so uptight.
But then again, as I did mention before in one of my FB posts, in times of difficulty, you will see who your true friends are. In fact, it wasn't I who is in difficulty. Such sad and materialistic world we live in.
Hope my art-rush comes back to me again so that I can burn myself up with more artistic stuff instead of being unproductive. Unproductivity kills me and my ideas very quickly.
