As awkward as it sounds, it seems like the death of my great-grandmother seems to bring more laughter than tears, more happiness than sadness. It's all a process of maturing I guess. Apparently, though we mourn her inside, we can't help but find today is just as lovely as any other given days. My cousins who resides in KL came back. We had some good laugh and games and meals together. So it's actually quite enjoyable. Mind you, I'm not saying that the funeral was enjoyable, but the happiness and joy it brought, something hidden in within it's means, an event often thought of as a dark parade seems so bright inside.
Perhaps because the younger ones are still unaware of death and the meaning of it, I'm hearing my niece's laughter, along with my sister's and my cousin's. We just had a meal at Golden Mansion, all of us, and I feel really at ease and comfortable now. (Although I know I am going to have a French listening test soon)
We're gonna go to the crematorium again later, at 3 to collect the ashes. Then I'm gonna head straight to class at 4.
Right now, I'm just hoping the interview yesterday went really well. I mean, I think it's good. Just gonna wait for the result I guess.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Let see.. today seems pretty, short. I dunno, maybe it's just me. Time just went by suddenly. I bought a shirt today, because I like it, without thinking.. It was like, "Oooh, this looks nice on me!" and snap, I bought it without thinking twice. At least I'm not regretting. I might head over to the funeral parlour later, to visit my great-grandmother who passed away the other day.
Right now, I'm just feeling a little lost on what to do. I mean, I just went to class. And an arithmetic class at that. I feel proud! But the class only lasted like, 15 minutes? I swear it was FIFTEEN MINUTES, minus the minutes that the lecturer was late. I just sat there.. with an empty piece of paper and tutorial questions that I wasn't suppose to even bring. It was tutorial 7 and I brought tutorial 9, 10 and 11. Am I not smart....?
Ah.. I just realised.. Tomorrow I'm gonna have French listening test. Great.. And I'm not even reading anything, yet.
Oh well, I'm bored now. I'm ALWAYS bored. I might as well head home now but I'm kinda downloading some stuff at the moment. SPR ALWAYS have high download speed.
Wait.. I can just leave it here... and risk everyone touching invading my laptop.. Hmm..
And I think I might be having dinner with Christine again. It's really nice of her to come and give me support. Haha~ That's all for now. Ciao!
Right now, I'm just feeling a little lost on what to do. I mean, I just went to class. And an arithmetic class at that. I feel proud! But the class only lasted like, 15 minutes? I swear it was FIFTEEN MINUTES, minus the minutes that the lecturer was late. I just sat there.. with an empty piece of paper and tutorial questions that I wasn't suppose to even bring. It was tutorial 7 and I brought tutorial 9, 10 and 11. Am I not smart....?
Ah.. I just realised.. Tomorrow I'm gonna have French listening test. Great.. And I'm not even reading anything, yet.
Oh well, I'm bored now. I'm ALWAYS bored. I might as well head home now but I'm kinda downloading some stuff at the moment. SPR ALWAYS have high download speed.
Wait.. I can just leave it here... and risk everyone touching invading my laptop.. Hmm..
And I think I might be having dinner with Christine again. It's really nice of her to come and give me support. Haha~ That's all for now. Ciao!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
I Haz FISHEZ!
So, I have fishes now >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>on the right>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
In case you couldn't see it. Haha.
Okay, that's totally random.
Today I'm feeling a little guilty skipping class again. Seriously wish I would have been a little more.. uhm.. hardworking? But hardworking has never been on my tagline. Everyone knows that. I am even lazy to chew my food when I eat. I mean, come on, I'm a snake. LoL.
So, the solution? Since work hard won't work, I'll work smart then.
On an unrelated note, today has been a little dull. Weather's not too compromising and I'm feeling bored. Facebook just seem redundant. I need a holiday.. ><
Here I am... sitting down in this room, SPB, pondering on the day I will turn 21 this year. Iono, some people might find it depressing that they are still single by the age of 21, but I digress. I'm quite contended, although I do admit that some nights are lonesome. At least I've taken steps and routes no one dares to make and I've never regretted everything I do. Still, what will happen on my birthday then? I wonder if Steven and Dryan would be in Malacca on that day. Hahaha! It should be nice. But I pray Steven won't suggest karaoke again. Starting to feel a little fatigue singing with him almost every week.
And..... in case no one knows, not like anyone will bother to know, my great-grandmother passed away today like about 1 am or something. Feels awkward that I'm not really sad, but then again, we're not really close in any way. She's a nice little lady, but I suppose age caught up to her. Funny though, yesterday, like at 2 am or so, as I was heading to the toilet, I saw a butterfly at the sink outside the toilet. Usually, this means we have a visitor. I dare bet it's her. I actually said hi to it. Haha. Bless her.
And now... as my throat burns inside me, I'm starting to ponder on my fate tomorrow as I walk into that interview room. What are they going to ask...? Hmm.. I suppose no talks are to hard for me, as seeing I'm that good at talking crap. if talking crap is a job, I dare bet I'm the CEO, earning millions every day.
That's all for this evening I guess. Let's hope Kim approves my registration soon. I'm getting anxious. It's freaking 30 USD. XD
In case you couldn't see it. Haha.
Okay, that's totally random.
Today I'm feeling a little guilty skipping class again. Seriously wish I would have been a little more.. uhm.. hardworking? But hardworking has never been on my tagline. Everyone knows that. I am even lazy to chew my food when I eat. I mean, come on, I'm a snake. LoL.
So, the solution? Since work hard won't work, I'll work smart then.
On an unrelated note, today has been a little dull. Weather's not too compromising and I'm feeling bored. Facebook just seem redundant. I need a holiday.. ><
Here I am... sitting down in this room, SPB, pondering on the day I will turn 21 this year. Iono, some people might find it depressing that they are still single by the age of 21, but I digress. I'm quite contended, although I do admit that some nights are lonesome. At least I've taken steps and routes no one dares to make and I've never regretted everything I do. Still, what will happen on my birthday then? I wonder if Steven and Dryan would be in Malacca on that day. Hahaha! It should be nice. But I pray Steven won't suggest karaoke again. Starting to feel a little fatigue singing with him almost every week.
And..... in case no one knows, not like anyone will bother to know, my great-grandmother passed away today like about 1 am or something. Feels awkward that I'm not really sad, but then again, we're not really close in any way. She's a nice little lady, but I suppose age caught up to her. Funny though, yesterday, like at 2 am or so, as I was heading to the toilet, I saw a butterfly at the sink outside the toilet. Usually, this means we have a visitor. I dare bet it's her. I actually said hi to it. Haha. Bless her.
And now... as my throat burns inside me, I'm starting to ponder on my fate tomorrow as I walk into that interview room. What are they going to ask...? Hmm.. I suppose no talks are to hard for me, as seeing I'm that good at talking crap. if talking crap is a job, I dare bet I'm the CEO, earning millions every day.
That's all for this evening I guess. Let's hope Kim approves my registration soon. I'm getting anxious. It's freaking 30 USD. XD
Monday, March 29, 2010
And here's my humble page
So, today begins my journey back in Blogger, again, for the.. iono.. fifth time already?
Honestly, I'm not much of a blogger myself. And the ironic part is, I'm a blog moderator for a certain website. It's kinda fun sometimes, reading blogs belonging to other people. You get tales from all around the world, nice and warm, cruel and cold, joyful and happy, sad and disappointed. It's just eye-opening some times to know that you're actually delving yourself into someone else's mind just to put yourself into their shoe and feel for once what it's like not being you.
Of course, some of you may question why am I blogging again... Well, I got inspired by a certain dancer who eats a lot but have a high metabolism rate that makes her look like she has been skipping dinner everyday. Haha.
Mind me not for my sanity and orthodox, but I do get a bit out of border some times, that I admit. I was told that I am provocative and easily provoked but the latter being dealt with now. It seems like I've been able to deflect most unwanted comments or taunting easily now. Say for example, just the other day, I jokingly pointed at the "motivational poster" made by someone out of mockery, quoting me on facebook and likened me to.. iono, a fool perhaps? But meh, I just laughed along and even saved it on my laptop as my personal motivational poster. Haha. And that's not the only one, as there was another. But meh, I digress, I find it kinda fun and nice too, ya know, to know that there's someone observing you out there. Apparently, I was ticked by Mr. AI for saying I don't get the point of the mocking poster, to which I replied "I know, I'm just not letting it get to me, that's all." and I smiled.
Oh, and talk about smiling, that's certainly one of the best way to keep you out of trouble. Like, yesterday, when I had my presentation, this one dude actually tried to make it hard on me by posting semi-ridiculous (granted his questions made sense but obviously he wasn't listening) questions to try to disc me off my mojo. But here's the fun part. I actually enjoyed it! Blame it on my "easily-provoked" spirit I guess. Apparently I managed to answer all of those questions, albeit being semi-ridiculous, almost superfluously, without batting an eyelid. It's seems almost predictable that I got the lecturer's attention by providing those smooth answers. I certainly mocked him in my answer by starting off my reply with "Unless you've not been listening to the presentation..."
At the end of my reply, I certainly got some support in forms of giggles and semi-laughter from the audience who seemed entertained at the way I replied. Even my lecturer felt satisfied with our presentation. At the end of the session, the dancer-who-has-high-metabolism-rate got commended for her cheerful way of presenting, one that also caught my attention amongst those who actually mumbled their way on the microphone. And then, there was Faiz, who's in my group. He definitely surprised me to no end. I mean, I've always looked upon him as a clueless guy in my group but damn! Haha, boy was I wrong. I'm so sorry Faiz!
And last but not least, yours truly too got commended for the supposedly trained accent that I used in every speech and presentations I do ever since secondary to get people's attention. My lecturer actually thought it was faked, and I was like.. ZOMG, I do this nearly every time, it's not faked.
Well, off to school for me now. See you guys in a bit!
Honestly, I'm not much of a blogger myself. And the ironic part is, I'm a blog moderator for a certain website. It's kinda fun sometimes, reading blogs belonging to other people. You get tales from all around the world, nice and warm, cruel and cold, joyful and happy, sad and disappointed. It's just eye-opening some times to know that you're actually delving yourself into someone else's mind just to put yourself into their shoe and feel for once what it's like not being you.
Of course, some of you may question why am I blogging again... Well, I got inspired by a certain dancer who eats a lot but have a high metabolism rate that makes her look like she has been skipping dinner everyday. Haha.
Mind me not for my sanity and orthodox, but I do get a bit out of border some times, that I admit. I was told that I am provocative and easily provoked but the latter being dealt with now. It seems like I've been able to deflect most unwanted comments or taunting easily now. Say for example, just the other day, I jokingly pointed at the "motivational poster" made by someone out of mockery, quoting me on facebook and likened me to.. iono, a fool perhaps? But meh, I just laughed along and even saved it on my laptop as my personal motivational poster. Haha. And that's not the only one, as there was another. But meh, I digress, I find it kinda fun and nice too, ya know, to know that there's someone observing you out there. Apparently, I was ticked by Mr. AI for saying I don't get the point of the mocking poster, to which I replied "I know, I'm just not letting it get to me, that's all." and I smiled.
Oh, and talk about smiling, that's certainly one of the best way to keep you out of trouble. Like, yesterday, when I had my presentation, this one dude actually tried to make it hard on me by posting semi-ridiculous (granted his questions made sense but obviously he wasn't listening) questions to try to disc me off my mojo. But here's the fun part. I actually enjoyed it! Blame it on my "easily-provoked" spirit I guess. Apparently I managed to answer all of those questions, albeit being semi-ridiculous, almost superfluously, without batting an eyelid. It's seems almost predictable that I got the lecturer's attention by providing those smooth answers. I certainly mocked him in my answer by starting off my reply with "Unless you've not been listening to the presentation..."
At the end of my reply, I certainly got some support in forms of giggles and semi-laughter from the audience who seemed entertained at the way I replied. Even my lecturer felt satisfied with our presentation. At the end of the session, the dancer-who-has-high-metabolism-rate got commended for her cheerful way of presenting, one that also caught my attention amongst those who actually mumbled their way on the microphone. And then, there was Faiz, who's in my group. He definitely surprised me to no end. I mean, I've always looked upon him as a clueless guy in my group but damn! Haha, boy was I wrong. I'm so sorry Faiz!
And last but not least, yours truly too got commended for the supposedly trained accent that I used in every speech and presentations I do ever since secondary to get people's attention. My lecturer actually thought it was faked, and I was like.. ZOMG, I do this nearly every time, it's not faked.
Well, off to school for me now. See you guys in a bit!
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